That Girl Alicia

For the longest time I’ve been trying to stand out to people in away that i wouldnt make a fool out of myself. Dressing nice, caring, being kind, participate in school, and yet im not satisfied with how far i’ve come, Although ive got the new friends, Attention from guys, and just begun to find who i really am. There are so many more problems i am facing. The people who are supposed to be best friends, turning there backs on one another, gossiping, Not getting my way and having to deal with the doubt. Am I thinking to highly of myself? or am i just expecting more?